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(FI)RDAUS EDEN, 16, ASEXUAL
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A happy kid, but the world changed me
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"Masculinity is just another common stereotype"
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    Thursday, August 12, 2010
    Back fo sho'

    Psst.
    Hello everyone, lately I haven't had much time to post anything here. It's been... two months?!
    I think some of you may have already unlinked me from your blogs cuz I've been super inactive.
    Haha alright, back to business. I'm rotting in the IAD studio now, the block's over and I've got two (and a half) weeks of holiday boredom ahead of me. Not to mention, I'm not allowed to pursue my biggest life hobbies (eating) as the fasting month has commenced and (shopping) because I've got to save up for the New York trip next year.

    Oh and did I tell you all that I'm looking my worst now?
    My acne has taken my sheer ugliness to a whole new level. That and, my untamed locks. I swear it looks like a combination of a lion's mane and pubic hair. Like seriously, I'm quite disgusted by it myself.
    Every time I look in the mirror, I feel like a loser doomed to eternal hideousness (is that a word?)
    You can't guess how many times I've sunk into depression because of my looks. I think it's quite evident in my previous posts also hahaha.

    Okay I think maybe it serves me right for being so shallow in the past.
    But I never was shallow to random people, only to those I disliked who had been judgmental to me themselves. Like, what gives me the right to insult another person's appearance unless they've insulted my physical features themselves first, right?
    All's fair in love and war, I guess.
    I've pretty much got a beauty regime planned out so that I won't worsen my condition. I'm just hoping that it'll work out because I really have no confidence to do anything right now. Even leaving the house is becoming a chore now.

    Other than that, I'm pretty much living the antisocial life now. It's the same cycle on repeat; I drag myself to school and ignore the world, camp in the studio till late night, starve myself and only munch on snacks, and back home to sleep. This goes on from Monday to Saturday and Sunday's schedule is different because I'll (probably) be at home the entire day.
    Anyway, I'll further update all of you what's been happening when I get home aite.

    I want my old life back, period :(
    Fiannino departed @ 10:16 PM