The events that have been happening lately, finally made me realize things and I found my true self.
People may think I have high standards in a dream partner (everyone does, by actuality). The way to do it is just to settle with what is closest to your set "prerequisites", right?
So based on what I want, I've pretty much noted down most of the things.
To not raise controversy, I shall not post up two of the points because SOME people might get all assertive and bombard me with insults. Hahahah critics.


Most importantly, someone who shares common ground at the very least.
I don't want a girlfriend who smokes/drinks/does drugs/tattoos/sex.
Retards/Immature brats/Hypocrites/Critics are a definite no-no.
She must have a decent sense of fashion, and must be fairly meaty and not too skinny.
Intelligence is a plus, mannerisms is a must.
No racism (she doesn't have to be malay), a little craziness is okay.
A good sense of humour with average leadership qualities.
Pacifistic and anti-violence.
Fuck superiority complexes, both partners should be equal.
Proficiency in English preferred. I don't care about other languages HAHAHA.
Not too clingy/cheesy, must be independent on her own even in my absence.
Must not get jealous easily because I gay with other boys and get close to other girls.
Hygiene-wise, of course she's gotta have good personal grooming habits ;)


For the past few days, I had this test-drive relationship.

And I must say, I couldn't stand the pressure. No offence or anything, but just a few hours into the relationship I lost my mood/appetite and, not to mention, the self-diagnosed atrial fibrillation symptoms came back. Reallllly one hell of a crash relationship.
Apparently, what annoyed me the most was that the other party repeatedly attempted reversed psychology on me. Seriously, now that is what makes me so irritated.

So within less than a day (or perhaps exactly) into a relationship, I kinda broke it off. Heehee, you were right to say I didn't love you. Stop saying it like as though we've been together for years. I'm not being arrogant or anything, but even my best friend thinks you're annoying.

Mind you, she rarely is against things like these. In fact, never except this once.

It's not love. It's infatuation. Admit it. And sorry, you're too clingy and boring. I also hate people who jump into a relationship in such a short time period after just knowing each other.

Desperate much?