I've just found out something.
Two girls whom I used to like in Primary School (who rejected me) actually liked me back after I had long gotten over them. One confessed to the rumours and one is really damn obvious.
It was a similar case for this girl I also observed from afar a few years back. And this guy back from when I was still a bisexual. Life sucks, doesn't it :/
But oh well, I'm not the one liking me. It's them. I was waaaay over them already.
-.-


But amidst all that, I'm still grateful that God didn't grant me good looks.
I could bet you that if I were a really pretty girl/handsome boy I'd be a mega-slut/nympho. Seriously.
I would probably get myself involved in flings and abuse my charms. And I would have probably stayed bisexual for life (i think?). Luckily I wasn't made beautiful. And thank heavens I wasn't made a girl. Hahahah.
(don't imagine me as a promiscuous whore please, i've done that and it was my biggest regret yet. oh the horror)


Anyways, I've come here to remind myself about the things I want to get by the end of this year (not that i'm buying them all at one shot, that's insane).
Because if I don't put it up as a constant reminder SOMEWHERE, it'll never happen.

1) Lleitmoif "Just Got Orange" Plaid Shirt
2) Silver Metallic Fashion Gloves
3) J.Lo "Glow after Dark" Eau De Toilette
4) Sony Ericsson Satio
5) Black-White Mix Star Headphones
6) Purple-Black Beanie Hat
7) White Casual Belt
8) ODM Dog Tag Watch
9) Adidas JS Wings (the wings are fken cool)
10) White Dr. Martens Inspired Boots
11) Some Awesome Brooch
12) Martin Margiela Shades
13) Burberry-Inspired Camera Bag
14) Prada Messenger Bag
15) Purple Hoodie from Hito Shop
16) Black Hoodie from Hito Shop


The pains is in FINDING some of the stuff, I don't even know where to start. And some must even be ordered through online means and shipped here because they're not locally available.
And yup, there'll be a supermassive black hole in my wallet after buying all those things but yo, No Pain No Gain right? ;)
(oh and don't bother about telling me how outdated i am to want these things now because fashion knows no boundaries. it's my style, i like it whenever i want, use it whenever, and you have no say in what i want to dress up like)


I've been trying to find a purple mesh cap since last year. I think, if my memory serves me right, I spotted one at Century Square. I am soooo getting one.
...And speaking of mesh caps! You know, that "floating cap" trend is actually an awesome fashion statement. I absolutely adore it. Just that, it gets very affiliated to matreps and thus all the labelling begins.
It's like saying "That girl hangs out with so many boys. She's probably a slut."
Just because you wear a floating cap, doesn't mean you're a matrep. I've got non-matrep friends who follow that trend and I just think that they look drop-dead gorgeous. Hahah. So thy shalt not judge by appearance, but by character. Capiche?
(but i'm still against that eyebrow-shaving fad, it was never nice in the first place. god gave you eyebrows, why shave them off?)


p/s people who call themselves bitches in the sort of praisy way and really mean it are such losersz.


Piss outz.