Guys, thanks for everything. Really.
To those who gave me the motivation and encouragement to study, the will and tenacity to pursue my dreams in life and those who never gave up on me no matter what the odds.
Thanks for all the support, the consolation, the love and understanding all of you have given me. Furthermore, at a crucial and emotionally unstable time like this, it had really helped a lot.

For that, once I again, I would like to thank you.

But more importantly, I would like to thank the special people who've really made impacts to my academical performance and maturity towards education.


Thanks to all my teachers; Mrs Chua for being the best English teacher around. Seriously, out of all the other English teachers, you're the most humble.
You've got patience. You've got a great sense of humour and understanding. Definitely, even though you're more specialized in Accountancy and could've had better job prospects, I really appreciate that you still remained as an English teacher and continued your passion for teaching.
And thank you for helping to support the little ladder that ultimately led me to grasp that A1 I've always wanted. I'm eternally indebted to you.
I'm sorry for sleeping through (some) of your classes and not handing up (some) of your work. I hope someday you'll find the heart to forgive me. Love you always!

Mr Roger Lim, you've been my teacher since Sec 2 and you're really one of the people that I am going to miss most.
For a teacher, you've definitely earned a large degree of my respect. You're a really caring and understanding person who can even take the hardest of jokes.
But you know how to maintain firm when time calls for it. You've made me more humble, more patient and socially-inclined with your positive demeanor. Truly, you're like one of my role models in life.
You've also made me realize that things change and we've got to accept them as they are. We can't ALWAYS have our way. Thanks for helping me advance one step in maturity.
And Deena, stfu hahaha.

Mr Rahman, you are one of the funnest, clumsiest, forgetful teacher I ever had. AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT :D
You've also become somewhat my inspiration. You've showed us all that it takes strong will and determination to continue living, and I admire you for that. A lot.
Undoubtedly, you touched all our hearts with your life story. You really worked hard to support yourself and your parents, your sibling, and showed us the true spirit of being a teacher.
Because of you, I have also awakened the passion in me to become a teacher... just like you :)

Mdm Rohanah, I definitely had lots of fun knowing you better and all through the Mumbai Exchange Programme.
Though I must agree you're better as a parent/friend rather than a teacher, you are someone who is certainly fun to be around with, helpful during times of crisis and not to mention, a person who can be looked up to as a guru for personal advice.
Of course, I regret laughing at you randomly with Hidayah during class and causing mischief. You turned out to be a very nice person after all.

Mrs Yeoh, you are strangely someone whom I turned out to be fond of despite the fact that I do not like people with such a serious and fierce demeanor.
Out of everyone else, you're different, you make us fearful of you, you make us respect you, and also make us love you at the same time. You're like 4E5's motherly figure.
Your teaching methods have certainly got my approval, as the things you taught us have stayed in my head. And mostly, for good. I like that.
You're one of the teachers I definitely won't forget in the years to come, because you've made quite a large impact on my life. Thank you for that :)

Mr Latiff, your actions and jokes are kind of funny (although they can be lame at times).
Ultimately, you helped me achieve an A2 in D&T, it's my fault for neglecting your teachings else I would have grasped an A1. But you really helped us a lot.
Although you're quite antisocial and a tad diva at times, you're still a fun teacher to be taught by!
I'll miss you entering our class with your signature "All right D&T students can you please line up outside now" everytime. Classic mannnnn. (Y)

Miss Lau, I certainly do not regret giving you a second chance and not turning away (especially after you made us write some long sentence 200 times back in sec 1 although we didn't know you).
You turned out to be someone who's carefree, loving and generous.
Sorry if I might have fallen asleep during your lessons and stuff like that, but you have somewhat changed me for the better. One of your 'talks' really gave me a wake-up call about the important things in life.
For that, I thank you dearly.

To Cikgu Aida and Cikgu Jawahir (maybe) for teaching me Malay, despite the fact that I despise the language, really you've brought up some degree of interest in me towards it. Even though I didn't score as well, your efforts are always appreciated.
You've also taught me that I shouldn't be too complacent, to try my best and to appreciate what is already given. Most importantly, to still accept the fact that I am a Melayu even though I am not very fluent in my Mother Tongue.

To Mabel Cheong: I DIDN'T NEED YOUR TEACHINGS AND I DID WELL IN MATH TAKE THAT! (though i must credit you for the free exam papers you gave but mostly it was my own effort)
Ok I'll be nice and dedicate something for you too k.
Ummm you're a kind person when you're not a teacher. When you are, you suck.
And if you're contented with your looks, you should be happy without it, and not care what people say about it. Don't you think so?
:D

To Tan Woon Wee: You're going down, bitch.


So anyways... the moment I returned home (or rather, when the results were released), I was bombarded with messages, calls and congratulatory wishes from my loved ones.
That moment was the most important moment of my life, for it had made me become more humble and accept reality as it is.
For those who kept me in their prayers, I cannot express how grateful I am towards you. Really, you guys will forever be in my prayers as well :)
But honestly, I don't think I deserved the congratulatory gifts. Really, I don't think I have the right to accept them. I didn't do my best, I slacked, I could've done better. :(
My mom seems really happy with what I got, somehow. That adds to the fact that I feel really horrible right now.

But the main problem now is... which course I am going to join. That's a really fierce decision.

And you know how old people are. And their 'fixed' mindsets.
"As long as you enroll in a course related to IT or Engineering (or better yet, a junior college), then you have a secure future ahead of you."
My mom was all like "join IT/Engineering! If I were your mother-in-law and I found out you were from IT/Engineering I'd definitely let you marry my daughter"
and I was like o.o "No way".
She's been pestering me to take an Engineering course. But knowing that I have little passion for it and that I absolutely detest Math, I am currently hesitating.


What I want right now (and have passion for) is Mass Comm, but I'm kinda having second thoughts about it now. Sucks, right? :l
Anyways, thanks again to the people who pledged to support me and cheer me on no matter what decisions I make. Really guys, you're the best I can ever have.
:')

p/s to those mtherfckers who read this post just to find out my score, too bad. you gotta ask me personally.
p/s/s to those people who didn't make it, you don't have to care what people say about you. it's your life, you're paying for your own education, you are the pioneer of your own future. fuck what the others have to say and go on with life. shine with passion and emerge victorious :)