Is there a rulebook for being straight? I don't think so.
You 'manly' men think you're so dominant on the face of this Earth.
What, all 'men' are expected to act in a certain fixed manner? "Can only do this, cannot do that".
In MY opinion, life doesn't follow a certain format. But rather, how a person chooses to live his life is his own doing, and he is held solely responsible for it.
What's wrong with not following the common herd of sheep?


Let me tell all of you assholes something:
your definition of a 'real man' is nothing but a despicable load of bull (!)
Barbaric men who favour conflicts and violence, engage in lustful relationships, feast on the modesty of women and live life without a true meaning -- simply by pleasing themselves through such inhumane methods.
Is that where the man's natural pride lies?
If that is, then I refuse to ever assert myself as a man.


So what if I've got a girl's eyes, a girl's ass and a girl's personality?
What am I? An impure breed of male? What do you take me for?
If I'm what you call "bapok", then let me ask you why do YOU shake your ass when you walk, why do you wave your fingers all the time, why you talk in a medium-pitched voice also?
DON'T ALL THOSE THINGS MAKE YOU A BAPOK TOO?
You'd better watch your fucking mouths, mother-fs, because I'll be the one laughing when your own children end up as shemales.
That's only fair for someone who goes around accusing other people about things like that.
'Men' nowadays are so thick-headed, always in denial of the obvious truth and thinking they're always right. Dude. In life, sometimes you've just got to admit loss.
Do you think you're SO STRAIGHT? Hahaha, wit is so amusing.

So what? You think that by condemning, accusing, humiliating and discriminating our kind you're really making the world more straighter?
Well let me tell you something, you self-righteous, PURE-heterosexual fucks, IT DOESN'T.
Sorry bros, with that attitude of yours, it will further breed a world of hatred and perhaps even more cases like these.
If you treat homos (and those trying to change) like this, you're just making the situation much much worse than it already is.
Seriously, just live in peace already. We've got enough violence in this world and obviously have no space for any more.


You think you guys are so manly?
Especially you heretic "Muslims". Didn't our religion teach us about respect?
People can change. And it's not up to you to decide it. They embrace their own individual paths by choice. The rest is up to the will of God the Almighty.
Don't butt in assuming things and doing things of your own accord that you think would do justice in this world. It's not.
(there are 'gays' who embrace the path out of rebellion and to achieve a sense of acceptance thanks to all you heterofucks)


For fuck's sake, let me narrow down the meaning of "bapok"?
You unintelligible jerks have obviously no clue of the words you're saying and continue to live under the misperception of the meaning of that word.
Let me explain it to all of you stupid heterosexual fucks out there OKAY?

BAPOK - Transvestite.
GAY - Person who is attracted to the opposite gender.
PONDAN/AH GUA - Male with female traits.

Am I a transvestite? No right. Neither am I gay. You call me pondan/ah gua/softie, as long as it's not in an intimidating manner, I don't mind.
But don't call me that like it's a disease you need to eradicate from the face of this planet.
Because the only diseases that need to be eradicated in this world are the hypocrites, the self-righteous, the selfish and the overly-ambitious.
Menaces like the heterosexual homophobes obviously have issues with knowing about love. Superiority complex, perhaps?
It's just like Hitler turning Germany against one common enemy -- the Jews. Are the 'rightful' heteros going to do the same; to unite everyone against the homos and the accused?
Go to hell.
Most fuckers only do this to feel superior to something because they've been losers all their lives and have never experienced such a moment of greatness. How pathetic.


Aku basuh mulut kau dengan air mani ah sial.
Jaga mulut kau baik-baik.
Kau pikir aku coward pe nak lawan balik?
Pukimak, nak gaduh mari one-on-one ah sia. Takmo kecut panggil orang.
Nak panggil orang gi sembelih tu konek kau.
Kalau betul-betul berani then act like a man la.
I didn't know men were cowards who'd call on their 'members' to settle feuds.
So disgraceful lor.


The common "man's" interpretation of "bapok":

You act.
You sing.
You cook.
You dance.
You cry easily.
You don't do sports.
You're always alone.
You don't fancy soccer.
You're a little too friendly.
You talk in slang sometimes.
You're friends with many girls.
You've never been seen topless.
Your only guy friends are losers.
You're always silent around guys.
You look like a girl in your photos.
You've got a really distinctive walk.
Your body language speaks for itself.
You don't favour violence as a resolve.
You wear clothes that no one else wears.
You're very open about your inner feelings.
You always fancy a day out with your mom.
You favour talking in a medium-high pitched voice.
Your other guy friends are also either gay or softies.
You are/were a fan of Justin Bieber/The Jonas Brothers.


Gaydar is another thing, you heterofucks think you have it and that yours is oh-so reliable and accurate.
Well guess what! Obviously I've been there and done that so I'd have one as well. 28-strong now (and counting), how about yours?
It takes on to know one, they say.
Even when I do use my gaydar, I'll just be like "I think he's gay. Heheheh." and I won't add in an extra "EEEEEEEEW" or "GROSSSSSSSSSSZ".
Honestly, it's not a choice to be gay. Further research suggests that 80% of cases are natural.
Can't really blame God for making us that way, can't you?


Even though I was/am like this, I still know what's right.
I know that in the end, I shall have to get married to a girl and raise a family.
I know that having sex outside of marriage is a bad thing. It's against all religions, and even carries potential health risks (STDs). Those who do it are responsible for their own actions.
Sheesh, you're all drilling common sense into our heads. We ain't stupid.
I'm making my own fucking choices. Who the fuck are all of you to try to make the decisions for me? I shall atone for my own sins, I shall be the one to answer for my own actions.
And where will the rest of you be? Being pissed on the grave by some stray dog.
You heterofucks are probably just jealous that our kind can pick up chicks easier than you can.
Call me the 'enemy of God', when I'm trying to make an effort here. And you assert yourself as Muslims. Really, is that what we all are becoming?


In Iran, men are also placed under criminal charges for being 'too effeminate', and there are also possibilities of a death sentence. Yet have they justified such claims?
From what I know, there is nothing wrong with loving another person of the same sex, just as long as both parties do not commit adultery (engage in sexual activities).
I don't get the harm in loving, seriously.
So what, in all your years of friendship, you've never loved your best friend? So what are you saying, that friendship can flourish without love? Yeah, in your own world perhaps. Not here.


Don't get me wrong, Islam is a religion that holds all life sacred, and we are all taught to love one another (even those outside of the religion).
So those assholes that you see on TV who claim they're Islam and dropping bombs around other innocent non-Muslim populated communities are nothing but a bunch of extremists who exaggerate and twist the words written in the Holy Quran.
They're not Muslims, they're heretics who seek to push the world into another Jihad (a holy war between the different religious factions, also known as a crusade in christian terms).


But here's the real deal:
I'm not pro-homo anti-hetero (neither am i the other way round), I'm just voicing out my frustrations to the people blinded by the reality of it all.
Like seriously, get a newsflash.
Cooking isn't a man thing, but the greatest chefs in the world are men. The irony?
So once again, I don't mean to offend you heteros who've all this while been awesome friends but the rest of them are just jerks who deserve a clear spanking. A garbage in need of disposal.
(:


On a random note,
Research over the years show that women who have a high intake of soybean during pregnancy may end up having children with additional female hormones.
(meaning either really girly daughters or effeminate sons)
So sugar daddies, if you don't want your kids to end up like me, make your wives drink less soybean. Whereas if you want kids who are like me, make them drink A LOT of soybean.
Hahaha. I'm just kidding.
;)


I've made my stand. Justified it. Any objections?


p/s i am still a-sexual bitchzx.
p/s/s despite the controversies raised by this post, i am still firm on my stand.